David Maple-Green's Addewid Diary
December 16, 2003 (Tuesday)
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by Oliver Smith
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David Maple-Green's Addewid Diary
December 16, 2003 (Tuesday) <= Today => by Oliver Smith OliverSmith@CyberPoet.com < Home < Writing < Addewid < Addewid Diary < December 2003 : Today's Entry |
Today's Datan from the
Darogan speaks of a
Changing Man, with changing
Pelider in the eighth
position,
moving to
Spirit Seeking Relationships.
I genuinely feel like I am a Changing Man today. With George actually becoming a part of the Assembly now I feel like our relationship can truly move forward. As sweet as our love for each other has been over these past ten years, it has always helt like he was somewhat reserved about thing things that have been dear to me, so as my mother's relationship with Qwinn and her work with the Grith as she translated Taliesin's Welsh from the trees, and my own conversations with my mother when she entered Addewid after the Crucifixion of the Blessed Three. Our relationship almost didn't survive that experience. He even went away for a couple of weeks when mother first made contact with me from Addewid. He said that I had truly gone over the edge and that he wasn't sure if he could be in a relationship with someone who was going insane. He just wanted me to go through the normal grieving process and move on. Never once has he asked to come with me when I had my morning conversations with mother, that is, until this week when the mysterious stranger showed up at his reading, prompting him to take my Addewin work more seriously. Now that he and I are in harmony with respect to Addewid I feel that I can truly understand the full meaning of Cuvran, especially the Spirit Seeking nature of Ces. How could we, as a species, as spiritual beings, have allowed Cuvran to be reduced to the pale residue of sexual pleasure, as it is experienced today? To be completed integrated within the bonds of Spirit Seeking joy is insurpased. Our sex life this past week as been unlike anything we could have imagined, all because he went to Assembly last week and spoke to my mother and Qwinn for the first time. I guess that acknowledging and accepting the reality of Addewid has removed the final obstacle to total intimacy, and for that I am thankful. The Mississippi river was particularly beautiful yesterday as I crossed the Franklin Bridge. I looked down on an ice-lined river that was majestic and grand, crown with hundreds of glazed ice-cycles suspended from the stone ledges girding the hidden falls beneath the East River Parkway. I so badly wanted to run down to the river's edge and talk to my mother in the Trellog-shaped pools beneath the bridge and read the Grith Script in the Elms, Hickories Oaks, and Hop Trees, but my had final exams to hand out and grade. But after Friday I will have two weeks to dig into the wonder world of Addewid without interruptionl. And now George will be with me. Praise be, The Blessed Three David Maple-Green DavidMapleGreen@Addewid.com |
